hahahahhah. today was funneh shit.
you should see how i fell.
it was like ermmm BAAAAM..
haha.
right on my ass.
and hahaha.
i was being an irritant to nadiah.haha
i guess it was a good day after all.
yeeehaaaaa.
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for the record, i cried today. and it was for real.
:'( :'( :'(
the tension was rising with everything gone wrong and other things not going to be mentioned coz i dont want to and MR.not-naming-who-to protect-his-indentity-but-im-not-angry-at-you-coz-im-just-not-haha- had to make
those stupid faces at me.
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and today
i left earlier.
i just needed to run away from everything.
and seek solace back to reality.
i was feeling shitty
and i know this is going to continue till
everything fades.
and when i get all quiet it gets too weird
with people asking
"why are you quiet today?"
when all i needed is a peaceful time
with me and my inner self.
but still i ran away to seek solace with
the best gifts god gave to me
the bestest bestest friends ever.
and to top it all off.
the longest friendship too.
i lost count how many years.
last i counted was 10.or was it 9.
we played a lil bit of dress up
and do what every girl does best apart
from shopping.
talking.
and we talked.
and we laughed.
and nothing can ever beat this simple thing in life.
so simple yet that meaningful
im happy that weve been through so many things together.
and still holding on strong.
yeah.hahha.teaching the basics of destroying the lappie.
she is shiqa's niece btw.damn damn adorable.k naura in a few years time
you will be able to join us in our girls' events.
and yes. i was wearing heels. and finally!!!! i appeared to be taller
than shiqah.haha.
and when i said best of friends.
it just simply means,friends for a lifetime.
and with them,
i never ever need to try so hard.
thank you for loving me,
the way i am.the way i have always been.
but then i still wished,
i wasnt such a loud mouth,extroverted girl.
and maybe only then people will start looking at me differently.
and then they will remember, perhaps i have feelings too.
and learn to take me more seriously.
and this post is going to stay,i think for a few days.
because i want to keep on reminding myself of how happy i was.
